Subah meri ankhe khuli to maine dekha ki 8.30 baj chuki thi. Me already school ke liye late ho gya tha. To bed se uth ke maine apni saree blouse petticoat ko utar diya aor daud ke bath room ke andar chala gya. Jab maine bathroom me wo rsd saree dekha to muje yaad ayi ki Maa ne muje wo saree bhi saf karne ke liye kaha tha. Nehi to mere saath kya hoga pata ni.
Bina kuchh soche me jaldi se use ek bucket me daal kar use dhone laga. Use bhigane ke baad wo itni heavy ho gyi thi ki me use utha nehi paa raha tha. Maine apna pura power laga ke use dho kar nichod ke ek side me rakh diya aor nahane ke baad maine apna uniform pehna aor wo saree ko le kar chhat par sukha diya. Par me jaldi me tha isiliye jo blue saree me pehna tha use saaf karne ke liye bhul gya. Par school me bhi jaldi jana jaruri tha . isi liye me use waise hi rahne diya aor school ke liye nikal gya.
School gate ke pas muje security ne adha ghanta ke liye rok ke rakha. Tab tak 2 periods khatam ho gyi thi. Fir usne principal se permission la kar muje andar jane diya.
Jab me class me entry kiya to sare student mujhe hi dekh rahe the. Class teacher ne muje dekh kar pehle to gali karne wali thi par jab unka nazar mere kaan par pada to wo ruk gyi. Wo samajh hi nehi paye ki ya bole. Unhone muje class ke baad office me milne ke liye kaha.
Me jaa kar apne seat me baitha. Sare larkiya mere ear rings ko dekh ke surprised the.
Riya : Wow , kya ye golden he Radha ?
Radha : Hmm.
Riya : Wow tum humare class me pehli larki ho jo golden ear ring pehen ke ayi he.
Radha : Me girl ni hu. Kya tum ye sab bakwaz band karogi !
Sangeeta : Sahi he Radha , tum to ab girl ni ho. Ek married woman ho. Kyu ki aisi ear rings to shadi shuda aurate hi pehen te he.
Riya : You are right Sangeeta , Achha radha tum ghar me aor kya kya pehente ho ? Chudiya , payal .. Ye sab bhi pehno tum aor bhi sundar dikhogi.
Muje bhot sharm aaya . maine apne hato se apna muh chhupa liya. Yaha school me ye dono aor ghar me maa . Sangeeta ne mere ear rings ko baar baar touch kar ri thi. Muje irritate lag raha tha. Class khatam hone ke baad me office me gya. Waha principal ke sath aor teachers bhi thee. Maam ne muje andar bulaya.
Principal : Tumhare class teacher ne muje tumhare bare me bata rahi thi. Tumhara koi desies ya mental problem he ?
Radha : Nehi maam, aisa to kuchh bhi nehi.
Class teacher : Daro mat Radha, Jo ho raha he sach sach batao. Hum tumhare madad karne ki kosish karenge.
Radha : Nehi maam me sach bol raha hu . Koi problem nehi he.
Principal : Jara paas ao to (mere nose ring aor ear rings ko ache touch kar ke) Tum apne naak aor kaan me pearcing kar liye ho. Aor ye diamond nose ring golden ear rings... Ye sab kyu pehen rahe ho ? Aor school bhi laye aye the tum aaj. Kya hua he batao.
Radha : Maam wo maa ne muje pehna di.
Class teacher : Jhuth bolna band karo. Tumhari maa ko hum ache se jante he. Jab hum ne tumhe girls uniform pehen ne ke liye kaha tha , tab wo kitna bada hungama kar diye the yaha. Wo to kabhi ye sab ke liye tumhe force nehi karenge.
Radha : Par maam.. wo..
Teacher : Tum ye khud se kiye ho na..
Mere pas koi jawab nehi tha . Sach bolne par bhi koi mera yakin nehi kar raha tha. To ab maine unhe "Haan" me jawab diya . Iske alawa mere pas koi dushra answer nehi tha.
Principal : Dekho Radha tumhara in sab chizo se sauk he to tum apne ghar me ye sab pehen sakte ho hum tumhe oppose nehi karenge. Par school me ye sab golden and diamond jewellery allowed nehi he. To kasl se ye sab nikal kar school ana. Thik he .
Radha : J..jii maam. Thik he.
Teacher : Aor han age se time pe school ana .
Radha : Jii maam.
School chhutti hone ke baad me jab ghar me pahuncha tab maa main door ke pas khadi thi. Maine notice kiya ki me apne room ke andar jane tak maa muje ghur rahi thi. Muje pata tha iska resion kya he. Me jaldi se apne room me gya. Aor apna bag rakh ke jaldi se wo blue saree ko uthaya jo me kaal pehna tha. Aor use bathroom me le ke ache se saf kiya aor use nichod ke chhat ke upar le kar sukha diya. Itne me me bohot thak geya tha. To me kuch dair tak so gya.
Sham 6 baje me uthke bathroom me ja kar fresh ho gya. Par ab kya pehnu. Aor to koi dress tha hi nehi mere pas . Maa ki shalwear kamiz muj pe fit nehi hogi. Mere liye last option sirf saree hi tha. Maine apna almirah se ek pink colour ka chiffon blouse aor bra nikala fir suit case se ek pink shiffon saree dhund ke nikala.
Jab maine wo saree dekha , me to shocked ho gya. Wo bilkul meri blouse ke sath match kar rahi thi. Ab me samjha maa ne apni blouse ko mere size ka bana di thi. Me saree aor petticoat le kar apna bed ke pas gya. Tab muje yaad aya ki maa ne muje ek body lotion di thi. Use muje dress pehen ne se pehle apne body me lagana tha. Ta ki koi reaction na ho.
Pehle maine panty ko chhor ke apna baki sab kapda utar diya aor apne pure body me wo lotion ko lagaya. Ab ek white colour ka bra le kar pehle uska hook ko lagaya aor usme apna sar aor dono hath daal ke use niche ki taraf khicha. Aor straps ko apne hisab se adjust kar liya. Fir wo pink colour blouse me apna dono hath daal kar use apne chest par hook kar diya. Maa jab muje saree pehna rahi thi maine kuch sikh bhi liya tha. To ab me sahi se plates bana kar wo saree ko pehen liya. Par me pallu me plates nehi bana pa raha tha. Isi liye use waise hi free flow chhor diya. Kaal jo pins maa ne meri saree me set ki thi wo mere cupboard me tha me use la ke apni pallu ko blouse aor bra ke strap me fasa ke pin kar diya. Is se mera full body cover ho raha tha .
Ab sab kuch sahi tha. Me properly saree pehen chuka thaa. Saree thoda heavy tha to muje chalne ke liye thoda dikkat ho rahi thi. Fir bhi kisi bhi tarah me apne plates ko achhe se pakar ke maa ke room ke taraf gya. Ab maine to apni saree saaf ka di thi. Ab maa ka gussa thanda ho gya hoga. To mere man me ab koi dar nehi tha. Me sidha room me jaa kar maa ki dressing table ke pas baith gya. Aor ek red colour ki bindi la kar apne mathe par laga liya. "Maa maine wo saree saaf kar di he" - Me mirror me dekh te huye kaha. Par mirror me jab maa ki face dekha to me bhot dar gya. Unka face me muje abhi bhi gussa dikhayi de rahi thi. Muje laga tha ki wo mere kaam me khus hongi par wo abhi bhi gusse me he. Me jis confidence ke saath maa ke room me gya tha ab wo nehi raha . me bhot dar gya aor dressing table se dheere se uth ke khada hua.
Radha : Kya hua maa, aap abhi bhi gusse me ho?
Maa : Tum ne aaj khana khayi thi ?
Radha : Ni. Me late ho gyi thi to.. Par school me Riya aor Sangeeta ne apna lunch mere sath share kiye.
Maa : Maine abhi tak kuchh ni khaya he.
Radha : K.. Kyu maa !!
Maa : Khana banane ka kaam kiska tha ?
Ye sun ke mera to hosh hi ud gya. Ab kya me hamesha kitchen me khana banau . Sare ghar ka kaam me hi karu. Maa khud bhi khana bana ke kha sakti thi. Ye sab karu to me padhai to nehi kar paunga.
Maa : Kaunsi soch me dube ho ? Tumhe maine kaal hi kaha tha. Tumhe hamesha khana bana na he wo bhi meri madad ke bina. Kya tum bhul gyi ?
Radha : P...par m..mmaa late ho gya to me school chali gyi.
Maa : (mere pas aakar mere kaan pakar ke) Itne late tak sone ke liye tumhe kisne kaha tha ? Tumhe jagane ke liye kya ek naukar rakhi me haan ?
Mere kaan me bohot dard ho raha tha . Kaan ke sath maa ne meri ear ring ko bhi pakad ke rakhi thi. Me dard se jor jor se rone laga.
Maa : Kitne baar kahu tumhe , apna kaam khud kar na sikho. Kab sikhoge tum ? Jao ab waha kone me kneel down ho jao. Jab tak me na kahu waha se hilna bhi mat.
Me bina kuch kahe rote huye waha apna kaan pakar ke kneel down ho gya . ek kaan me dard ho raha tha par agar me na ladu to maa muje aor bhi jyada punishment degi . Adha ghanta tak me waise hi raha . Mera ghutno me itna dard ho raha tha ki me bata nehi sakta. Muje dard se tadap te huye dekh kar maa ne muje uthne ke liye kaha.
Maa : Hmm. Ab sooge jyada time tak ?
Radha : Nehi . Bilkul nehi. Me ghar ka sara kaam karungi. Bartan bhi saaf karungi . Sab kuch karungi(rote rote kaha)
Maa : Good girl. Aab aao thoda rest le lo.
Fir maine maa ke pas jaa kar baith gya. Maa ne meri hairs ko ek robber nand se ache se bandh di. Aor apni cupboard se kuch chudiya ek payal ka set aor ek bada locket wala mangalsutra nikal ke layi. "Apna haath dikhao" - Maa ne meri dono hath me 10 10 chudi pehna di. Mera kalai ka size maa ke sath barabar tha aor mera skin bhi bhot soft tha. Isiliye chudiya ashani se set ho gyi. Fir maa ne niche baith kar meri saree aor petticoat ko thoda sa upar uthayi aor dono pakro me do heavy jhumka wali payal pehna di. "Ye sab meri koi jarurat nehi he. Ise ab tum rakh lo. Aor lo tum ye mangalsutra khud pehen lo." - Maa ne kaha.
Ek to meri saree thodi ab ye sab pehen ne ke baad aisa lag raha tha ki koi mere upar pathar rakh diya ho. Aor bhot dair tak knoll down hone ke wajah se mere pao me bhi tezi se dard ho raha tha.
Radha : School me principal ne kaha ki ye sab school me allowed nehi he.
Maa : Oo acha. Par tum ghar me ye sab pehen sakte ho. Hai na.
Radha : nehi.. Nn... mera matlab Haaan.
Maa : Hmm thik he. Ab me tumhara ear rings nikal deti hu.
Muje thodi khushi huyi ki ab kam se kam ear ring se to chhutkara mil jayega. Par aisa bilkul bhi nehi hua. Maa ne use nikal ne ke baad 2 bade bade jhumka wali ear rings mere kaan me latka di.
Radha : Aaahhh maam mera kaan .. Bhot dard ho raha he.
Maa : Ek aorat ko hamesha dard sahna padta he beta. Ab muje tumhara nose ring dikhao use bhi nikal na he .
Radha : Nehi maa rahne do . Please ab aor kuch mat karna please.
Maa : Thik he jaisi tumhari marji. Ab jao mere liye ek glass juice le kar ao. Froze me rakha he.
Radha : Ji maa.
Maa : Aor han ek glass apne liye bhi le ana.
Me jab juice lane ke liye utha to me girne wala tha. Maa ne muje samhal li. "Dekh kar chalo beta . Aise hadbadi se kuch ni hoga. Dheere chalo." - Maa ne kaha. Me apni Saree ki plates ko pehle thik kiya fir apna pallu ko right side se age ki taraf la ke apna left hand se pakda aor right hand se plates ko thoda upar uthaya aor kitchen ki taraf gya. Jab me chal raha tha to meri payal aor chudio se ek sweet si awaz aa rahi thi. Aor mera kaan ka jhumka age pichhe ho kar mera neck se takra rahi thi. Is se muje aor bhi feminity feelings ayi. Me dheere dheere chal ke kitchen me gya aor juice ko 2 glass me nikal kar use ek plate par rakh ke maa ke pas bapas aya.
Juice peene ke baad maa ne muje kitchen me jaa kar khana bana ne ke liye kaha. Ab muje koi galti ni karna chahye. Mere andar itna patience ni tha ki me aor punicement khel saku. Isi liye me ab maa ko bina kuchh jawab diye kitchen me chala gya.
Maa ne kaal me je jaise jaise sikhaya tha me wo yaad kar kar ke waise hi kiya. Pehli baar aaj me sahi se roti ko gol banaya . Aor dal sabji bhi khud banaya. Sabkuch sahu tha par muje namak ka quantity pata nehi chal raha tha. Jo bhi hoga dekha jayega. Maa se thodi gali sun ni padegi aor kya. Sab kuchh bana ne ke baad me maa ko khane ke liye bulane gya.
Maa : Kya , Itne jaldi tumne khana bana di ? Very good.
Radha : Han maa par wo sahi se bana he ki ni ye aap jar a dekh lo.
Maa : Maine tumhe kaal sab kuch sikhaya tha . Agar aaj tumne koi galti ki hogi to tumhe kuchh bhi khane ko nehi milega.
Maa ki baat sun ke muje thoda dar laga. Fir table par maine maa ko roti aor sabji serve kiya.
Maa : Wow... Sabhi ka test to bhot badha he. Aor aaj roti bhi tum ne sahi se banayi he. Ab samjhi na. Tum agar kuch sikhne ke liye chahogi to sab kuchh sikh sakti ho.
Radha : Thank you maa.
Maa : Acha school me tumhe kya bulate he ! "Radha" Hmm... Aaj se me bhi tumhe Radha bulaungi. Koi problem to nehi he na ?
Muje thodi sharm ayi me bas apna sar ko hilaya. Aor pallu se apna muh chhupa liya. "Mujse kya sharm kar rahi ho Radha, maa hu tumhari. Koi ajnabi nehi hu" -Maa ne muje pallu hata kar khana khane ke liye kaha. Khana khane ke baad Maa apni room me chali gyi . Aor me table saf kar ke sare bartan ko sink ke pas le ke use ache se dho diya. Kitchen me sab kuch sahi se rakha. Aor floor pe bhi jhadu laga di.
Par ab in sab jeweliarry pehen kar me to so nehi paunga. Kya karu. Me apne room me geya aor jab wo ear rings nikal ne ki kosish kiya to mere kaan me bohot dard hone laga . Me use utar nehi paya. Fir Maine maa ke paas gya aor unhe ye sab utarne ke liye kaha. "Raat me ye sab nehi utare he beta, kaal subah me sab nikal dungi. Jao tum ab so jao. Me lachar ho kar apne room me bapas aa gya. Mere hath pao me bhot dard ho raha tha aor kaal subah jaldi uth ke muje khana bhi bana na tha. Isi liye me waise hi so gya. Sote wakt mera ear rings mere kaan ko chichi raha tha. Aor chudio ke wajah se me apna haath sahi se bed pe rakh ke so nehi paya. Ab agar me nikal ne ki kosish karu to shayad meri chudiya tut ke hath me lag jayegi . Raat me muje sahi se nind nehi hua. Kaise subah hoga me ye sab nikalunga.
Agle din Me subah 4 baje uth ke bathroom ke andar gya. Apne sare kapde utar kar me ache se naha liya aor suitcase se ek red colour ki cotton saree, ek red petticoat aor matching red blouse nikal kar use pehen liya.
Aor kaal ki saree ko dho ke achhat pe sukha diya. Itne me maa bhi uth gyi thi. Maine maa ko kaha meri jeweliarry nikal ne ke liye. Maa ne sab kuch nikal di par payal nehi nikala - "Ise rahne do is se tumhe jyada kuch problem nehi hoga. Chudiya aor ear rings nikalne ke baad muje thoda sa comfortable laga . Maa ne kaha sab se pehle ghar ke mandir me jaa kar puja karne ke liye. Wo muje sab kuch batayi aor me puja ki. Fir kitchen me ja kar khana banaya. Muje chawal bana na nehi aya tha. Par muje yaad tha ki maa kaise banati thi. To maine ek bartan me paani le kar use ubal diya . wo ubalne ke baad us me chawal dal diya.
Chawal ubal ne tak maine pure ghar ko jhadu lagaya. Meri kamar me dard hona shuru ho gyi thi. Par me na karu to maa fir se muje kneel down kar degi. Ye sab mere sath kya ho raha he me samajh nehi paa raha tha. Kya me fir kabhi larka nehi ban sakta - Yah baat muje hamesha sata raha tha. Ab chawal ban chuki thi. Me apne soch se bahar aya aor kitchen me jaa kar baki ka kaam kar diya. Ab muje school ke liye bhi ready hona tha. Me room me gya aor wo saree blouse utar ke apna school uniform pehna liya. Ye saree ko ab saaf karu ya na karu .. Saaf na karu to maa dategi. Mere man me dar bhar gya tha to maine use bath room me le kar dho diya aor chhat pe sukha diya.
Aise kuch din bit gyi. Me hamesha school se laut ke saree pehen ta tha aor ghar ka sara kaam kar ta tha. Fir school jate wakt use change kar ke apna uniform pehen leta tha. Ab mera final exam paas aa raha tha. He bhagwan maine to sahi se padhati bhi nehi kiya he ab exam me kaisi result ayegi muje pata nehi. Me bohot pareshan tha. Muje time hi nehi milta tha padhne ke liye. Ek din maine maa se is bare me sawal kiya.
Radha : Maa , aap ne mere sath aise kyu kar rahe ho. Me hamesha ghar ki kaam kar rahi hu muje padhati ke liye time nehi mil raha he. Ab exam me me kya likhu ?
Maa : Hmmm . Ye baat tumhe bhot pehle hi samajh jana chahye tha Radha . Tumhare padhati ke liye maine kya kya nehi ki thi.. Kya tumhe pata he tumhara school ka fish dene me muje kitna taklif hoti he ? Aor tum.. Tumhe to larki ban ne ka sauk tha na..
Radha : I am sorry maa. Par maine kaha na me age se aise kabhi bhi nehi karunga.
Maa : Kya pata . Me to hamesha tumhare pas nehi rahungi na tumhe dekh ne ke liye.
Radha : Aise mat bolo maa please.
Maa : (Gusse me aa kar)Aor kaise bolu haan ? Nalayak kahi ka. Ab tumhe ladne ki koi jarurat nehi. Shadi kar ke ghar basa lo aor apna husband ke kamai se kha te rahna .
Maa ka gussa dekh kar me chup chap waha se chala aya. Par ab shadi !Husband ! Ye sab kya he... Kya me ek boy se shadi karu ?? Ye to had ho gyi he. Ab muje is ghar me nehi rah na he . Par ghar chhor ne ke baad me kaha jau.... Koi rasta nehi tha mere pas. Agar sach me maa ne meri shadi ek ladke se karwa di to.....
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