Kritika Part - 3

 

                   Raat ka 12 baj chuka a tha. Sandhya aunty ko bed room me gye 1 ghata ho chuka tha. Ab me sure tha ki ab wo so hi gyi hogi. Me apna kadam age badhaya. Par aunty ke bed room me andhera chaya hua tha. Lights on karu to wo uth jane ka dar bhi tha. Me bapas Hall me aya aor waha mujhe ek torch mila. Me wo torch le ke dobara aunty ke room me gya. Thoda thoda dar lag raha par mujhe kisi bhi tarah apna phone chaye tha. Maine har jagah ache se dhundha par mera phone nehi mila. Fir maine socha ki aunty sayad bed par apne pas hi rakh k soyi he. Me jab waha dekha to waha v kuch nehi tha. Fir maine dheere se aunty ke pillow ko upar uthaya. Waha phone to nehi tha par kuch chabiya (Keys) pade the. Sayad is me se ek mera room ka key ho sakta he . Phone naa mile to koi baat nehi. Mujhe apna kapde miljaye to me bahar jaa kar kisi se baat kar sakta hu. Isliye me jaldi se un keys ko uthaya aor apne room ke pas jaa ke uspe sare keys ko laga ke open kar ne ki kosish kiya. Last me ek key se wo door unlock ho gya. Fir baki ke keys me ja kar bapas sandhya aunty ke pillow ke niche rakh diya. Aor apne room ka darwaja jaldi se khol ke andar chala gya aor jab me lighrs on kiya to mere sare kspde wahi pade the. Aor baki ka saman sab kuch thik thak tha. 

                Ab me bina time waste kiye apni saree blouse petticoat inners sab kuchh nikal ke fek diya sor apna ek track suit aor T-Shirt peehen liya. Par jab me bahar ane ke liye pichhemuda to... Mere body se khun hi sukh gya. Jald bazi me maine door lock kar na bhul gya tha. Aor muje patanehi chala Kab se Door ke pas Sandhya aunty aakar khadi thi. Wo badi badi aankh kar ke mujhe gusse me dekh rahi thi. Itni raat me un ko is haal me dekh ke mera pura body kaamp ne laga. Aor dar ke mare maine apne pant me susu kar diya. Wo mere pas ayi aor mere kaan ko kas ke pakar li . 

               - Aaaaaaaaa aunty.... Dard ho raha he. Chhor do. Aaaaaaaa

              

              -Dard ho raha he ? Haan ? Tu Raat ke andhere me mere ghar se chori karega ? Teri itni himnat be ch***ye ...

             - Maaf kr do aunty . Meri galti ho gyi . Me chori nehi kiya hu. Aaaah . Aaunty chhor do muje...

              -Tuje kya laga tha .. 4 bar mere room me ayega sor jayega aor mujhe kuch bhi pata nehi chalega ? Me 10 saal se yaha rahti hu . Akeli aurat hu hamesha chawkarna rahti hu. 

             - Mera kaan chhir do aunty. Bhot dard ho raha he. Me aap k paid pakarta hu . Please aunty. Maaf kar do muje. 

            Sandhya aunty ne muje 4 thappad mara aor waise hi mere kaan pakar ke khich khich ke apne room me le gyi. Aor waha ek lakdi ka bada sa table tha. Wo 2 dupatta layi aor mere hath paro ko jor ke us table pe bandh di. Subah hone tak wo muje aise hi chhor di. Me bbi wohi par so gya . 

         Subah kuch logo ke awaz se meri nind tut gyi. Me apna akhe khol ke dekha room me ek aorat sandhya aunty k sath baat kar rahi thi. 

             -Dekhye me to kaal se hi is ki pearcing kar rakhi hai. Aap bas uska makeup ksr dijiye. 

     

            - Thik he ma'am . Par kya wo tayar he ? 

           - Uske baat aap muj pe chhor dijiye. Aap bas use dulhan bana do . 

              In dono ki baato se me samajh gya ki wo aorat ek makeup artist he. Aor wo muje makeup kar ne ayi he. Aaj ye log jabardasti meri shadi karwa rahe hain aor me kuchh kar bhi nehi pa rahahu. Mere dad yaha hote to ye log mere sath aise kabhi nehi kar pate. Padhayi kar ne ke liye ghar chhor ke itne dur me aa kar raha . Iska natiza kya yahi he ? 

Sandhya aunty muje rote huye dekh kar mere pas ayi. Aor mere hath aor pairo ko khol ke muje fresh ho kar aane ke liye kaha. 

               Jab me bathroom se bahar aya , Aunty ne ek petticoat aor ek panty mere taraf fek di. Me use niche se utha ke dekha to ye wohi panty thi jo kaal tanya ne de kar gyi thi.

Uski use ki huyi panty. "Soch kya raha he ? Tu pehen raha he ya me pehna du tujhe ? " - Sandhya aunty ne gusse se kaha. Me Me dar ke mare wo sb le ke bapas bathroom me gya aor apna towel utar ke pehle panty aor fir perricoat pehen ke bahar aya. Aunty mere hath ko khich ke room ke andar le gyi . waha us lady ne ek mat bichhayi thi. Usme mujhe laitne ke liye kaha. Sandhya aunty ne mere par ko ek laat mara aor me ghutno pe gir gya. Fir dono ne mere hath aor pair ko pakar ke us mat par laita diye. Fir wo lady ek creqm aor tape le ke ayi aor mere waxing ka prossess shuru kar di. Me jor jor se chikh ne laga. Wo lady bhi ab dar gyi. 

           - Ma'am agar ye aise chillayega to bahar ka log andar aa jayenge. 

          - Aap fikr mat karo me uska muh band karti hu. 1 mnt. 

             Sandhya aunty ne 2 dupatta apne hath me le kar ayi . Pehle wo ek dupatta mere muh ke andar thus thus ke daal di aor us ke upar dushra dupatta ko bandh di. Ab mera muh ek dum band ho gya tha. Mere muh se ab 1 bhi awaz nehi nikal ne wala tha. Us lady ne apna kaam continue ki . Mere pure body par waxing kiya gya. Sare baal remove hone ke baad mere body me ek ajeeb sa jalan hone laga. Pura body jaal raha tha. Me roo bhi nehi paa raha tha. Mere akho se srf aashu nikal rahi thi. Fir usne mere body pe ek antiseptic cream lagayi jo ki meri jalan ko mitaya. Ab mera Pura body ekdum plain ho gya tha. Kahi par bhi ek baal nehi tha.

            Waxing ke baad muje dobara bath lene k liye kaha gya. Par is bar aisee hi nehi. Aunty ne mujhe haldi aor chandan ka ek paste di. Aor use nahane se pehle mere pure body me lagane ke liye kaha. Unka mere upar bharosa nehi tha isliye me baathroom me jane se pehle wo khud mere body me wo sare past ache se laga di. Aor use sukh ne tak wahi khade rahne ke liye kaha . Haldi puri tarah sukh aunty ki permission se me bathroom ke andar gya. Jaane se pehle aunty ne mere hath me ek red colour ki petticoat aor panty thama di.

Apne body se sqb kuch clean karne ke baad maine dekha ki mere pura body pila pila (yellow) ho gya tha. Me sabun se use hatane ki kitna bhi kosish kiya par wo colour mere body se hat hi nehi raha tha. 

            Nahan ke baad me me dushri petticoat pehen ke bahar aya. Aunty bathroom ke bahar mera intezar kar rahi thi. Me bahar aate hi unhone muje ek white colour ki padded bra pehna di. Fir muje room ke andar le kar gyi. Waha wo makeup artist bhi baithi thi aor wo sare makeup ka saman pehle se hi ready kar ke bed par rakha tha. Wo dono ladies ke samne me srf bra aor petticoat pehen ke khada hua tha . Muje bhot sharm ayi. Me apna sar niche jhuka ke waha khada raha. Fir Sradha aunty ne ek red colur ki cotton blouse aor ek yelow colour ki cotton saree le kar ayi . Blouse muje ache se fit ho gya. Fir unhone muje wo saree bhi pehnayi. Jab Sandhya aunty ne muje saree pehna rahi thi kisine calling bell mara. Wo muje bich me se chhor ke chali gyi. Kuch dair baad wo jab bapas ayi to un le hath me 4 5 boxes the . Unhone use open kar ke dekha wo jewelliary boxes thi. Usme kuch bridal necklace ear rings , chain aor west chain bhi tha. Use waha rqkh ke aunty ne muje complite saree pehnayi fir muje wo sab dekh ne ke liye kaha. 

              - Idar aaja. Dekh Disha ne ye sab bheja he tere liye. Kaisa he bata na. 

             - Mere pasand na lasand se aap ka kya matlab. Me naa kahu to meri shadi ab ruk jayegi ? (Me bhot hi dheemi awaz me kaha)

            - Tujhe dekh ne ke liye bol rahi hu to dekh le yaha aakar. Ab ulta sidha baat kar ke mera dimag mat kharab kar.. 

             Me dar ke mare jaldi se jaa ke waha baith gya. Aor Sandhya aunty ne Wo sab nikal ke mere haath me di. Aor mujhe ek ek kar ke mirror ke samne try kar ne ke liye kaha. Me wo sab le kar mirror ke sam ne gya aor wo necklace aor ear rings ko upar se hi mere body me touch kar ke dekha. Me khud ko jab mirror me dekha to me bilkul shocked ho gya. Subah se maine kuch khaya bhi nehi tha. Mirror me me ek newly mareied woman lag raha tha. Ye dwkh ke mere hath se wo jewelliary niche gir gya aor me wohi par behosh ho gya. 

                 Sandhya aunty ne pani daal ke muje hosh me layi. Hosh me aate hi mera ulti (Vomiting) shuru ho gya. Wo dono lady mil kar muje utha ke bed par laita diye. Bed pr pad te hi muje achanak se nind aa gyi. Aor jab me nind se jaga to 2 ghante bit chuka tha. Me mehesush kiya ki mera hath aor pair bhari bhari sa lag raha tha. Dekha to mere dono hath me mehendi lag chuki thi aor aor chudio se full thi . kaan me Heavy ear rings niche latak ke bed ko touch kar rahe the. Aor jab me apne pairo ke upar se saree hata ke dekha to mere dono pairo me bhi mehendi lagi thi aor muje ek pair heavy jhumka wali payal pehna diya gya tha. Ab mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki mera man hood puri tarah khatam ho chuka he. Aor me andar se bhi ek aurat ban chuka hu. Kahi ye sapna to nehi. Kya me pehle se hi ladki thi.. Me apne private part ko touch kar ke dwkha. Wo us ke jagah sahi tha. Par pata nehi kyu sayad ye tight panty ke wajah se muje aise lag raha tha ki mere niche kuch he hi nehi. Pura khaali he. Me bed par baith kar ye sab soch me duba tha tab Sandhya aunty room me ayi.  

            - Tum uth gye ? 

            - H.. Han 

            - Ab kaise lag raha he tumhe ? Sahi ho na ? 

            - Han.

           - To ab tumhara makeup shuru kare ? 

           - Nehi. Mm... Mera mtlab . haan. 

          - Good girl. Chalo waha mirror ke samne baitho . Makeup artist hall me hain. Me unhe bula ke laati hu. 

                  Me uth ke khada hua chalne ke liye stamina nehi tha mere andar. Mera pair idhar udhar pad raha tha. Me dheere dheere jaa ke waha baith gya. Makeup artist ayi aor pehle wo mera face ko ache se wash ki fir makeup kar na shuru ki. 20 se 30 mnt tak mera face ek dulhan ki face jaise ban chuka tha. Makeuo karne ke baad wo apne bag se ek long silkey hair wil le kar ay aor uae kuch clips ke madad se mere shar par chipka di. Fir wo sare jewelliary la kr ek ek kar ke muje pehnane lagi. Me ab ek complite woman - Ek dulhan ban ke tayar ho chuka tha. Mera makeup complite hone ke baad wo makeup artist hall me chali gyi par me wahi par baitha tha aor mirror me khud ko dekh raha tha. Ab thodi si bhi boy wali feelings mere andar nehi tha. Sab khatam ho chuka tha. Me puri tarah se bhul gya ki me ek boy hu. Kuch dair baad me chair se uth ke khada hua aor ek aorat ke jaise chalne laga. Mere pairo ki payal mujhe ek aorat jaise chalne ke liye majbur kar deta tha. Kuch dair me us room ke andar chala. Aor meri payalo ki sound ko mehsush kiya. Bich bich me mirror ke samne aake khude ho ke khud ko dekh raha tha. Fir me ek baar apne sar ke upar ghungath kar ke mirror me dekha. Me puri tarah shar se dub gya. Mera inner feminity aor bhi tez hone lagi. Me khud ko control nehi kar paya. Daud ke bed ke pas aa gya aor ek pillow ko apne baho me jor se pakar ke let gya. 

      

                  Chudiya , Payal aor jewellery ke wajah se mera feminine feelings itna badh gya tha ki ab mera behaviour me bhi badlav aane laga. Aorato ke jaise baithna aorato ke jaise soona unke jaise chalna sab kuch badal gya. Par aaj meri shadi hone wali he. Ye baat jab mera man me ayi to mujhe ek jor ka jhatka laga. Me bed par uth ke baitha aor aage kya hone wali he sochne laga. Kya koi larka sach me muje shadi karega ? Me ek larka hu mera to man nehi kar raha kisi larke se shadi karne ke liye. Aor koi kyu raji hoga. Han kyu nehi , meea to manhood khatm ho chuka he aor me bilkul ek aorat ban gya hu. Koi bhi muje shadi kar lega. Par me kaise kisi boy ko accept kar sakta hu. Kya hoga pata nehi . Jab Disha ayegi to kuch pata chalega. Bhagwan kare ye shadi tut jaye. Me koi larke se shadi karna bilkul bhi nehi chahta. 

               Mera soch khatam nehi hua tha ki Sudden ly Disha aor Sandhya aunty room ke andar aa gye. Mujhe ab ye aisa jhatka laga ki kahi muje heart atack aajata. Me jaldi se apni pallu se muh chhupa ke dushri taraf ghum ke baith gya. 

Diaha : Woww... Kartik ye tum ho ? Oye itna sharm kyu kar rahe ho ? Jara muje dekh ne to do.. 

Sandhya : Arey use chhoro tum . Koi larka mila ki nehi tumhe ye batao. Aaj kuch bhi kar ke ise yaha se bhagana hoga. 

Disha : Offs aunty.. Me kya batau aap ko. Kaal se me ghum rahi hu . Pure town me koi larka nehi mila is ke liye. 

Sandhya : To , Ab kulya hoga iska ? Maine subah se iae tayar kar ke rakhi hu aor tum bol rhi ho ki larka nehi mila ? 

Disha : Cool aunty cool.. Me hu na. 

Sandhya : Kya tum ho to kya tum is se shadi karogi ? 

Disha : Mm... Aunty , Agar me haan kahu to ? 

Sandhya : Tum pagal ho kya ? Tum is se shadi kaeogi ? 

Disha : Kyu nehi aunty ? Wo larka he me larki hu. Baa age me thoda difference he. Me badi hu. 

Sandhya : Baat wo nehi he Disha , Isne jo harkat pehle tumhare sath kiya tha . Kahi dobara kiya to ? 

Disha : Shadi ke baad wo sab chalta he aunty. Karne do use jo karna he. To aap tayariya shuru kar do me resy ho ke aati hu. 

Kartik : Mujhe nehi karna he tumse shadi . 

Disha : Oho ho meri pyari dulhan , itni dair baad muh kholi..

Sandhya : Use chhoro tum Disha . Wo kaise nehi karega me dekh ti hu. Achha is ke parrents ko kya batayenge ? 

Didha : Me manage kar lungi un logo ko aap bas ise tayar rakho me 2 3 ghane ke baad tayar ho ke aati hu. Yaha aap ke ghar me hi shadi ho jayegi . bahar kisi ko bhi pata nehi chalega. 

Kartik : Please me aap dono ko haath jor ke binti kar ta hu mere aath aise mat karo.

Disha : Arey baba tum itna kyu tension le rhe ho kartik haan ? Shadi ke baad tum mere pas rahoge koi bhi tumhe pareshan nehi karega. Ab rona band karo. 

Kartik : Nehi mujhe larki nehi ban na he . Me larka hu. 

Disha : Kaun kahta he tum larki ban jaoge ? Tum larka hu rahoge . Aor is tarah tumhe hostel facilities bhi mil jayegi. Koi extra kharcha bhi nehi hoga tumhara. Samjhe na ? 

Sandhya : Ye sab jhuthe bahana he iska. Ye shadi nehi karega aor yaha rah ke mere ghar me mard bulayega. 

Disha : Oho aunty me samjha rahi hu na usko . Aap kyu bich me bol rahe hain. Achha aap is ka dhyan rakhna . Baas kuch dair aor. Fir ye me ise sath me le jaungi. Thik he. Aunty me chalti hu ab.

                Sab kuchh khatm ho chuka tha. Ab kuch karne ke liye mere pas na wakt tha na koi mere baat ko samajh raha tha. Ab to mera bhukh bhi tezi se badh raha tha. Par mujhe pata tha ki me bolu to aunty mujhe khana nehi degi ulta muje galiya degi. Chup chap shadi karne ke alawa mere pas koi dushra option nehi tha. Sab kuchh upar wale ke upar chhor ke me shant raha . Kisi ko kuch bhi nehi kaha.