Sham 6 baj chuka tha. Humare gao ka last bus 7 baje tha. " Mom , hum log to ghar jayenge par daad ... Unke pas kaun rahega ? " - Maine mom se pucha.
"Unke bare me tum mat socho . Disha ne un ka transfer humare town ke hospital me krwa di hai . Sayad ab tak wo log tumhare dad ko waha pahucha diye honge. " - mom ne jawab diya.
Meri behen nadan thi. Wo bohot chhti thi . Mom se baar basr puch rahi thi ki bheya kaha hai aor ye aunty kaon hai. Mom use kuch bhi bol ke samjha deti thi. Hum log auto pakar ke bustop tak aye
aor waha se bus chhut ne hi wala tha . Hum log jaldi se bus me chadh ke baith geye. Ghar bohot dur tha . Safar 5 ghante ke as pas tha. Khidki se thandi hawa aa rahi thi. Mom aor chhoti behen so geye the. Mujhe nind nehi aa raha tha . Me kuch dair pehle hostell ke room ka incident ke bare me soch raha tha. Mere andar ab bhi feelings jag raha tha. Maine saree ke upar se apne p**ies ko hatho se sahlane laga. Sath hi mere sanse tez ho rahi thi. Bus ke andar jyada light nehi tha. Sare passenger so geye the. Sun shan rah tha koi passenger bus me chadhne ka chances bhi nehi tha. Mujhe kisi tarah apne jism ke garmi ko shant karna tha. Maine dheere se apni saree ko upar uthaya aor andar hath dal ke panty ko utar diya. Mom mere pas hi baithi thi. Panty utarte wakt mere pairo ke payal ke sound sun kr un ki nind tut gai. Me fatak se panty ko seat ke side me chhupa diya aor saree ko adjust kar ke chup chap baith geya . Mom ne mujhe dekha. Me normally baitha tha. Behen bhi mom ke gond me soyi thi. Sab thik thak tha to wo bapas apne seat pe sar rakh ke so gayi. Maine apna kam shuru kr diya. Bapas saree aor petticoat ko upar uthaya aor andar hath dal ke apna pe**es ko jor jor se ragad ne laga. Bohot dar tak hilane ke baad ab mujhe laga ki pani nikal ne hi wala hai. Par agar nikal geya to mere pure kapde kharb ho jayega. Par wo nikal na bhi mere liye jaruri tha. Mujhe apne andar ka jalan ko mitana tha. Mere dimag me ek baat aya. Maine seat ke kone me apna panty nikal ke rakha tha. Us se puri tarah apna p***es ko cover kiya jaise ki thodi si pani kapde me na gire. Fir panty ke sath jor jor se hilane laga. Aaaahhh.... Finally .. Mera din bhar ka pyas ab mit chuka tha . Pani nikal ne k baad sperm se bhare us panty ko maine bus ke khidki se bahar fenk diya. Din bhar tadap ne ke baad ab ja kar thoda shanti mili . Saree aor petticoat ko ache se adjust karne ke baad me bhi Seat par aram se so geya.
Raat ko kareeb 12 bajne wala tha. Mom ne mujhe nind se jagayi. Bus humare town ke ek bade hospital ke pas ruka tha. Hum log niche utre. "Tumhare dad ko isi hospital me transfer kiya geya hai. Waise bhi doctor bol rahe the ki wo jaldi thik ho jayenge . Bas kuch hi din ki baat hai . " - mom ne kaha aor receptionist se baat karne gayi. Hum dono bhai behen side me lage bench par baithe the. Chhoti ne baar baar ghur rahi thi. Uske akho me kai sawal the. Wo mujhe pehchan nehi pa rahi thi isliye kuchh bhi nehi bol rahi thi bas mere chehre ko dekh rahi thi aor pehchan ne ki kosish kar rahi thi ki me kaun hu. Mera bhi himmat nehi ho raha tha ki me us se baat karu. "Kya aap meri mom ho ? Aap meri mom jaise kyu dikh rahi ho ? " - Usne mujhe pucha. Par me use kya jawab du mujhe kuch samajh me nehi aaraha tha. Me bas chup baitha tha. Receptionist se baat karne k baad mom humare pas ayi. "Suno beta , tum bachhi ko le ke ghar chale jao. Mujhe yaha tumhare dad ke pas rukna hai . " - mom ne mujhe kaha. "Par mom me bhi to ruk sakta hu na , itne rat ko kaise jayenge hum ? Ab koi taxi bagaira bhi nehi milega. " - maine kaha.
" Me samajh ti hu beta ye hospital hai. Yaha sone ke liye bed bagaira kuch bhi nehi hai. Raat bhar isi bench par baith na parega. Tum to yaha ruk sakte ho par sneha(chhoti behen) nehi rah sakti. Wo royegi aor raat bhar pareshan karegi ." - Mom ne kaha.
"Aap uski fikar mat karo . Chhoti ko me samhal lunga . Aor kal subah hote hi hum log ghar nikal jayenge. Waise mom , mujhe bhi nind bohot aa rahi hai. Ab aor kahi jane ka man bhi nehi hai. " - Maine mom se kaha. Mom bhi man gai aor hum us rat hospital me ruk geye.
Agle din subah hospital ke bench par mera nind khula. Maine dekha to Sneha mere gond pe soyi thi aor pas me mom bhi nehi thi. Maine Sneha ko jagane ke liye socha par wo agar uthegi to royegi aor sabse pehle to wo mom ko dhundhegi isliye usko bina jagaye me wahi par baitha raha . Kuch dair baad mom aayi.
"Arey tum jag gye. Jao fresh ho ke aao. Me tumhare dad se mil ne gayi thi isliye sneha ko tumhare pas chhor geyi thi. " - Mom ne kaha.
" Acha to ab dad kaise hai ? Kya unhone kuch kaha ? " - Han wo to abhi sahi hain. Jyada kuch baat nehi kiye. Tumhare bare me puch rahe the. Maine kaha ab beta bapas ghar aa chuka hai tension lene ki koi baat nehi. " - Mom ne kaha.
" To mom , kya ab hum ghar chale ? " - Maine puchha
" Sab log ghar chale jayenge to kaise hoga. Ek kam karo , tum ghar jao aor apne larko wale kapde pehen kar ajana tab tak me yahi hu. " - Mom ne kaha .
"Lekin mom.. Akele jane ke liye mujhe thoda dar sa lag ta hai. Chalo na aap bhi mere sath. Ghar to yaha se jyada dur nehi hai . Dair nehi lagega bas me kapde badal ke aajaunga . " - Maine request kiya.
" Tum bhi na kartik , rat se abhi tak yaha hospital me saree blouse pehen ke baitha raha koi kuch nehi kiya. Ab kya problem ho jayega ? Chalo thik hai. Par jaldi ready ho jana. " - Mom ne kaha.
Mom ne chhoti ko pakda aor hum log taxi le kar ghar aaye. Me bathroom me jaa kar fresh ho kar bahar aya. Mere kuch purane kapde bohot dino se almirah ke andar band the. Maine ek jeans aor T- shirt pehna. Ajeeb baat tha. Ab ye kapde mere liye bohot chhote pad rahe the . Pant kamar tak nehi aa raha tha aor T-shirt to itna tight ho raha tha ki mere sanse band ho jata tha. Maine ek dushra pair try kiya . Wo bhi chhota tha. Baat kya hai. Itne kam din me mere body ka shape kya itna jyada increase ho geya hai. Jeans to bilkul bhi mujhe fit nehi ho raha tha . To maine apna ek trouser nikala aor apne male underwear ke sath use pehen liya. Itne dino tak larkio ke kapde pehen ne ke baad ab apne kapde pehen ne ke liye mujhe thoda ajeeb lag raha tha . Maine nahate wakt sare facial makeup aor sindur bagaira dho liya tha par fir bhinkahi kuch chhut na jaye maine mirror me apna chehra ko ache se dekha . Ab me complitly larka lag raha tha. Confirm hone ke baad me room se bahar aya aor mom ko hospital jane ke liye bulaya. Subah ka nasta karne ke baad hum log nikal geye hospital me dad ke pas.
Aise hi kai dino tak chalta raha . Kabhi me gharme chhoti behen ke sath rahta tha mom hospital jati thi aor kabhi mom ghar me rahti thi aor me hospital jata tha aor kabhi kabhi hum dono sath me chale jate the . 1 mahina bit chuka tha. Dad ke tabyat thoda thoda kar ke improve ho raha tha . Ek din doctor ne kaha ki inhe ab aap ghar le ja sakte hai. Jyada din bed me padne se admi ka tabyat jyada bigad sakta hai. Inhe jara baahar ka fresh air aor suraj ki roshni chaiye . 2 din ke baad unhone Dad ko disharge kr diya . Sath hi hospital ke taraf se unhe ek wheel chair provide kiya geya .
Dad ko le ke hum ghar aye. Meri behen sneha , itne dino baad dad ko dekh k bohot khus huyi. Ghar me sab se jyada khus to wohi thi. "Dad ghar aageye ... Daad thik ho geye ..." - aise bol ke wo pure ghar me sor macha rahi thi. Dad ne use pyar se gale lagaya . Un ke akho se ashu chhalak ayi. Par me... Me to ab dad se nazar hi nehi mila pa raha tha. Bas dur khade ho kar ye sab dekh raha tha. Dad bhi mere sath ab koi baat nehi kar rahe the. Wo bas mom aor choti behen se hi baat kar rahe the.
1 -2 mahina bit geya. Jaise jaise din gujar raha tha , Mere body me bhi changes ane lagi thi. Mere pure body ka hair jhad chuka tha par sar ka baal tezi se badh raha tha. Me hair cut karwa raha tha par fir bhi 1 hapte me mera hair 2 inch jitna badh jata tha . Baki facial hair thik thak tha. Usme koi farak nehi pada tha. Mujhe kuch samajh hi nehi aa raha tha kinye sab kyu aor kaise ho raha hai. Maine doctor ka suggestion lene ke liye socha. Ek din apna bicycle se me nikal pada pas me ek clinic me. Jaha hairs ke specialist hote hai. Mujhe lagta tha ki ye sab bas hair ka problem hai par mera problem to kuch aor tha. Maine jab specialist se baat kiya to unhone kaha ki ye sab hormon disorder ke wajah se ho raha hai. Aor mere andar estrogen hormon ka matra bohot badh geya hai.
Aor testosterone kam ho geya hai.
"Estrogen ? Ye kya hota hai doctor ? " - Maine doctor se pucha.
"Padhe likhe ladke ho itna bhi nehi pata ? Estrogen female hormon hoti hai. Ye to sirf female body me paya jata hai. Lekin tum to larka ho. Tumhare andar estrogen kaise aya ? Sochne wali baat h beta . Agar ye tumhare andar mahjud rahega to tum me sare larkiyo wala lakshan aa jayega " - Doctor ne jawab diya.
" Please doctor isko koi to solution bataye. Iska effect mere pure body me pad raha hai. Kuch to kijiye doctor." - Maine doctor se request kiya.
" Dekho me in sab chizo ke bare me experiment nehi kiya hu . Me bas hair fall protection specialist hu. Par tumhara matter kuch critical hai. Uska solution toere pas nehi milega. Koi bade hospital me jaa ke checkup karwao. " - Doctor ne bola.
Doctor se ye baat sun ke mera tension aor bhi jyada badh geya . wahase nirash ho kar me ghar laut aya. Ghar pahuch ke maine mom ko sab kuch bataya.
"Mujhe kyu bol rahe ho abhi ye sab ? Bap ne padh ne ke liye bheja tha dushre sahar me aor beta waha se aorat ban ke lauta. Na thik se padhayi kiya na koi kam dhanda bhi karte ho. Tumhare dad ka ye halat hai. Ab tum aa ke ye sab bol rahe ho me akeli aorat paisa kaha se lau tum ko kaise kis ospital me le ke jau ? Batao ? " - Mom ne naraz ho kar bola.
Bina kuch bole me apne room me chala geya. Ma ne sahi kaha . Agar me sahi se padhai karta to aise gawaro ke collage me mera admission nehi hoti. Acha collage padhta ache dost bhi milte aor me khusi se ji pata. Par ab me karu to kya . Mere andar estrogen hormon kaise aya bas yahi baat me sochta raha. Kuch dair baad mom room me ayi aor mere pas aa kar baithi. " Meri baat ko bura mat man na beta , gusse me aa kar bol di . Maf kar dena mujhe. Thik he aj sham ko me tumhe hospital me le ke jaungi. " - Itna bol ke mom chali gai.
Sham ko 5 baje me tayar ho kar mom ko bulane geya . Wo bhi pehle se teyar thi. Dad ko bata kar hum log hospital ke liye nikal pade . Waha doctor ne mera situation dekh ke dang rah geya . Aor un ke chehre pe gussa nazar aaraha tha.
" Ye sab kab se istemal kar rahe ho ? " - Doctor ne gusse me aa kar pucha.
"J..ji doctor , me kuch samjha nehi. Kya chiz istemal karne ke bare me puch rahe hain aap " - Maine pucha.
"Mera matlab estrogen hormons kab se le rahe ho tum ? Aor agar le rahe ho to abhi yaha kyu aye ho ? " - Doctor ne kaha.
"Par.. Par doctor , mujhe to iske bare me kuch bhi nehi pata. Me sach bol raha hu maine koi estrogen nehi liya hai. Agar mujhe ye sab pata hota to me aap se nehi puchta " maine thoda nervous ho kar kaha.
"Kya is ka koi ilaz nehi hai doctor , please mere bete ko thik kar dijiye . Humara eklauta beta hai agar isko kuch ho geya to hum dono maa bap jii nehi payenge " - mom ne kaha.
"Dekhiye madam me samajh raha hu aap ke baate par aap ko ye baat pehle se sochna tha na. Report ke hisab se ap ke bete ne 8 mahine se hormones le raha hai. Ye baat kya ap ko pehle nehi pata tha ? Nehi , ab kuch nehi ho sakta. Baat bohot age badh chuki hai ab is ka koi ilaz nehi ho sakta. " - Doctor ne mom ko mola.
Mom aor me dono doctor ko bohot request kiye . Par unhone saf mana kar diya ki iska ilaz un ke pas nehi hai. Mujhe bohot ghabrahat hone laga . Akhir ye sab hua kaise. Wo bhi 8 mahine se ? Mom bhi mujhe le kar bohot pareshan thi. Mere problem pata chalne ke baad mom mujhe le kar bohot se specialist ke pas gai par koi bhi iska ilaz nehi kar paya. Bhala aise kaise ho sakta hai. Me 8 mahine se hormons le raha hu aor mujhe kaise pata nehi hai. Is baat ko le ke mom bhi mujhe baar baar sawal kar rahi thi . Par jab mujhe khud hi nehi pata to me kisi aor ko kya bata ta . Ek din achanak se mujhe yad aya. Jab me Ladies hostel me Disha ke sath rahta tha usne mujhe kuch tablets khilayi thi.
2 doses di thi usne mujhe 3 mahine ke gap me. Akhri baar tanya ne mujhe door ke pas la kar di thi jab me mom ko pickup karne ke liye nikal raha tha. Ab iske bare me Disha hi bata sakti hai . Ye soch kar maine turant disha ko call lagaya. Us se baat kar ne keliye mujhe bohot dar to lagta tha par mere halat itna kharab ho chuka tha ki us se baat karna mere liye ab sab se important tha. Darte dar te maine disha se call milaya.
- " H...halow ,"
- " Han , kaun , Kriti , kaise ho meri jaan ?"
- " Acha hu ... I mean achii hu".
- " Hahahaha . So sweet. Aor bade din baad yad aya apne pati ka , sab thik to hai na ?"
- " Nehi , kuch bhi thik nehi hai. Bas bas ek baat mujhe jan na tha. "
- "Han pucho ? Kya baat hai. "
- " Us din , usdin tanya ne mujhe jo tablets di thi wo....."
- Hahahaha.. Hmm.. Ab samjha . Wo to tumhe ab tak pata hi chal geya hoga ."
- " Han , pata hai. Wo .. Wo female wali hormons ke dawai thi na ? "
- " Are waah kafi samajhdar biwi hai meri. Han wo estrogen ka tablet tha. Jis se tumhare body me larkiyo wale feelings aye aor tum meri perfect wife ban sako. "
- "Please , mujhe itna bhi tortoure mat karo . Mera ghar parivar hai. Mom hai , dad hain , chhoti behen bhi hai. Un logo ka kya hoga ? Jara un ke bare me socho. Please mujhe iska ilaz bata do. Please.... "
- " Par is se mujhe kya fyda hai. Aise bhi normal baat hai. Larkiyo ko ek na ek din to apna mayke ko chhor ke sasural jana hi padta hai. Hai na ? Tum meri ho baby. Me tum ko apne pas hamesha ke liye rakhna chahta hu. "
- "Oooohhhh stopp it.... Me tumhari biwi nehi hu... Aor na ki tum mera pati ho. Me koi larki nehi huuu... Me ek larka hu larka hu larka hu mai... Pure ghar ke jimmedariya mere kadhe pe hai. Me tumhara paltu kutta ban ne nehi rah sakta. Me abhi isi wakt police station me jaunga aor tumhare bare me complain kar dunga. Tum mera zindegi kharab kar di ho. Ek criminal ho tum . "
- " Oye , tera himmat kaise hua be ? Tu mujhe dhamki dega ? Kal tak nazre nehi mila pata tha aaj ghar kya chala geya itni himmat aagayi tujh me , ki tu mujhe dhamki dega ? Thik tujaa kon se police station me complain karna hai kar . Aor sun be kutte , tu mera paltu kutta tha aor kutta hi rahega. Ye Disha ka chalenge hai "
"Hellow.... hellow... hellow... " - me chillata raha par call cut ho chuka tha.
Ab mera dar aor bhi badh geya. Mera dimag puri tarah kharab ho chuka tha. Gusse me aa kar maine disha ko gali de diya. Ab mere sare raste band ho chuka tha. 2 4 din tak maine disha ko contact karne ke liye kosish kiya par wo mera call receive nehi kar rahi thi. Mom ne bhi bohot baar call ki un ka bhi call disha ne receive nehi ki. Uska pehchan dad ke sath tha. Par dad ko ye sab batane ke liye na mera himmat ho raha tha na mom ki. Tension me mera sar fat ta hi ja raha tha. Ek din subah mom kitchen me khana bana rahi thi . Me un ke madad kar raha tha. Tabhi calling bell ka awaz humare kan me pada. Mom ne mujhe darwaja khol ne ke liye bhej di. Din ke do pahar me kon aa sakta hai. Dad bhi to ghar pe hi hain. Darwaja kholne se pehle maine key hole me jhak kar dekha. Bahar Disha khadi thi . Disha ko dekh ke jaise mere body se ekdum se khun sukh geya. Dar ke mare me daud ke kitchen me geya aor mom ko bola ki Disha ayi hai. Ye sun kar mom ko gussa aagai. "Kyaa , Wo kyu ayi hai yaha , usi ne hi ye sab jahar diya hai na tumhe ? itne dino se hum call pe call kiye ja rahe hain , Ek baar bhi receive nehi ki us manhoosh ladki ne. Fir kyu ayi he wo yaha , tum ruko me dekh ti hu . Aj to chhorungi nehi usko me. " - Ye kah kar mom ne gusse me ja kar darwaja kholi. Me kitchen ke darwaje ke kone me chhup kar dekh raha tha. Wo andar aayi . Aor aate hi mom ke pair chu ke pranam ki.
"Kyu ayi ho yaha , haan ? Tumhara yaha kya kaam hai ? Mere bete ka jindegi barbaad karne ke baad tumhare man ko shanti nehi mila , ab kya uska jaan lene ayi ho ? " - Mon ne gusse me pucha.
" Please auty , aap jara shant ho jaye . Pehle meri baat to sunye . Ha me manti hu ki sab meri galti hai. Par yakin maniye me koi bure intension se yaha nehi ayi hu. Kartik mera chhota bhai jaisa hai. Agar mere wajah se usko koi taklif hua hai to usko thik karna bhi mera kaam hai. Bas ek baar mujh pe bharosha kijiye.
" Bhai , haan ? Bhai man ti thi to mahino se usko aorat bana ke kyu rakhi thi ? Wo bhi ladies hostel me ? Hai koi jawab tumhare pas ? Arey koi apne bhai ke sath aise gandi harkate karta hai ? " - Mom nr kaha.
" Sorry aunty , me manti hu ki sab meri hi galti hsi par par ab aisa galti nehi hoga. Kartik kaise thik hoga wo meri zimmedari hai. Me use bade hospital me le ke jaungi . Aor uske liye jitna bhinkharcha hoga sab me kar ne ke liye teyar hu. " - Disha ne jawab diya.
"Kya hua Jyoti (meri mom ka nam) , kis pe itna chilla rahi ho ? Arey Disha , tum kab ayi ? Ao ao andar aao. " - Dad ne room se bahar aa kar kaha. Disha ke harkate ke baare me kuch bhi nehi pata tha . Kyu ki usne pehle hi dad ko bata di thi ki jo kuch bhi ho raha hai wo sab me apne marji se kar raha hu. Asli baat dad ko pata nehi tha is liye wo Disha ke sath ache behaviour kar rahe the. Mom waha se gussa ho kar chali gai . Me bhi apne room me ja kar door lock kar diya. Pata nehi ki Dad aor disha me kya baat hua Dad dobara mujhe uske sath janr ke liye force karne lage. Mom un ko bohot samjhayi par dad kuch bhi sun ne ke liye teyar nehi the. Dad ke jidd ke age mujhe aor mom ko haar man na pada. Us rat Disha humare ghar me rahi. Agle din dad aor mom se bidayi le ke me Disha ke sath chal pada. Pata nehi tha wo mujhe kaha le kar ja rahi thi. Kafi dair tak na usne mere se koi bast ki na mera himmat ho raha tha us se puchne ke liye. Me bas usko follow kar raha tha.
To be Continued ...
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